Wednesday, June 15, 2016
Thursday, March 31, 2016
Joy of Life - what's in the name.
This name becomes part of me today in materialistic sense. Felt like I am walking in air when I am done with the registration. Now that the paperwork is done, one should get started with all the work prep to get the show on the road. Wish me well in my new endeavor, I give myself a big hug in the shoulder and gambate !!!!
Wednesday, March 30, 2016
A beautiful morning
Going out for errand run today. Having my favorite basket in place of handbag, bringing along my painting tools and book and water. Yeah you are right, it is holiday picnic 101 day + some errands done. If I am lucky, I might even have time to catch my long awaited kungfu panda 3 at 12pm, the only show in english for the day at Ipoh.
Looking forward to a funfilled day vagabonding around Ipoh. Hence the basket and the bus taking. There is just some things that only walking around aimlessly can do for the heart. It itself is an enriching process, as there are unexpected discoveries at every turn and corner.
While waiting for the bus and reading newspaper, I flirted at a cat. As a reward (yeah), she came to sit next to my basket, becoming a perfect composition for a photo I would love, since we all know how cats and babies are among the most challenging "beings" to compose for a photo. They do what they do, not "how u should do it".
Looking forward to a funfilled day vagabonding around Ipoh. Hence the basket and the bus taking. There is just some things that only walking around aimlessly can do for the heart. It itself is an enriching process, as there are unexpected discoveries at every turn and corner.
While waiting for the bus and reading newspaper, I flirted at a cat. As a reward (yeah), she came to sit next to my basket, becoming a perfect composition for a photo I would love, since we all know how cats and babies are among the most challenging "beings" to compose for a photo. They do what they do, not "how u should do it".
While writing this, a dear dear girl in my life is awaiting to see her baby girl into our world. Life is full of joy. The fact that we are "looking" itself is the main big thing.
Felt super alive and rich today despite all my recent stress. Everything is fine as it is. This morning my boy had lovingly lectured me about having a bigger heart in daily life. Bless the dear dear aloo. Indeed. I stand corrected. Thank you for your big heart for everything we are.
Tuesday, March 29, 2016
生命的味道
以五感存在，以脑袋辨别其意义。
解读品味着生命的过程中，总会深深的贪恋解读内容，贪恋解读过程，再到贪恋本身。
一层层抽离着品味着，抽丝破茧。
可以浅尝、亦可以深深的埋头上瘾吸食，并重复制造相似情境一吃再吃。
反正来了，可以一生纯粹埋头苦吃，乐乐且安于此的度过余生。这样的生命解码，生活的味道当然也没问题。
只是，脑袋本身的食是过去和未来的。以过去解读当下，结果品尝当下的五感成了过去认定的味道。以当下所解读品尝的决定未来趋势，让余韵持续回荡于生命中，为了吃到吃不到而烦恼而用功用力奋斗。
解读品味着生命的过程中，总会深深的贪恋解读内容，贪恋解读过程，再到贪恋本身。
一层层抽离着品味着，抽丝破茧。
可以浅尝、亦可以深深的埋头上瘾吸食，并重复制造相似情境一吃再吃。
反正来了，可以一生纯粹埋头苦吃，乐乐且安于此的度过余生。这样的生命解码，生活的味道当然也没问题。
只是，脑袋本身的食是过去和未来的。以过去解读当下，结果品尝当下的五感成了过去认定的味道。以当下所解读品尝的决定未来趋势，让余韵持续回荡于生命中，为了吃到吃不到而烦恼而用功用力奋斗。
Monday, March 28, 2016
A reflection on movies, and Justice : Batman vs Superman, and London has fallen
This two movies are of different categories, one from comic, the other one can be said as inspired by a lot of life like events of terrorism.
However, both involved reflecting the good vs bad. Both argue between their blacks and whites.
Surely, it had been a bummer to see a soft and not so good spot in both batman and superman, who used to be clearly a white character in my perspective since childhood. However, now that they are portrayed this way, they seemed really real. Real in the sense of how we live our lives. We have our own struggles to keep our own ideals, not to mention the struggles to live the life as we see fit, to live it with courage and conviction the way we dare to hope it to be. At times, I wonder how many times do we need to summon up courage to live it the way we hold our up most value to be? How many times must the decision be challenged and forged and reflected and battered upon before it had shaped itself into a course that had laid its foundation upon our course of struggles. We see it in both Batman and Superman. How they had digested situations when the going gets tough. There are no real super-human in this world, given extraordinary strength in outwardly conditions, we face our own internal battles of love, hatred and regrets. We look at the green green meadow on the other side of the fence, and we thought that we are the only ones needing to work so damn hard, or might not want to work so damn hard to get what we want, if, we get what we want at all.
London has fallen has seriously challenged the black and the white. Although the story line had marred the story of those on the other side of terrorism, it is not difficult to see the counter argument of how some terrorism had involved hurting innocent public, while those on the "white" side of terrorism claim higher cause, nobler existence by showing how precise is their attack and targeting that had not let innocent public getting hurt nor jeopardized in any way possible.
Batman had been seriously pissed off with Superman too for accidentally hurting innocent during his battles with whatever or whoever that had surfaced as a threat to humanity that moment. Reminds me of the similar complaints in the cartoon movie "The Incredibles", where the superheroes had ended up making a mess when trying to do good, and how someone would always have to clean their mess for them.
In our world, we have our own complex list of rules, regulations, norms, policies and so on so forth. These lines had all been drawn based on the norms and cultures of societies. Some echoes each other, some conflicts and clash loudly, that is when phenomena of clashes in arguments, battles, show down would unfold themselves.
We thought that it is difference in culture, in values, in religion, in many things, in anything, but at the end of the day, it is just one word. Different. Yet we all live together in this world. Can we figure out a way to make peace, to live it through, or even to die it through all this violence and still be true to what we hold on to?
However, both involved reflecting the good vs bad. Both argue between their blacks and whites.
Surely, it had been a bummer to see a soft and not so good spot in both batman and superman, who used to be clearly a white character in my perspective since childhood. However, now that they are portrayed this way, they seemed really real. Real in the sense of how we live our lives. We have our own struggles to keep our own ideals, not to mention the struggles to live the life as we see fit, to live it with courage and conviction the way we dare to hope it to be. At times, I wonder how many times do we need to summon up courage to live it the way we hold our up most value to be? How many times must the decision be challenged and forged and reflected and battered upon before it had shaped itself into a course that had laid its foundation upon our course of struggles. We see it in both Batman and Superman. How they had digested situations when the going gets tough. There are no real super-human in this world, given extraordinary strength in outwardly conditions, we face our own internal battles of love, hatred and regrets. We look at the green green meadow on the other side of the fence, and we thought that we are the only ones needing to work so damn hard, or might not want to work so damn hard to get what we want, if, we get what we want at all.
London has fallen has seriously challenged the black and the white. Although the story line had marred the story of those on the other side of terrorism, it is not difficult to see the counter argument of how some terrorism had involved hurting innocent public, while those on the "white" side of terrorism claim higher cause, nobler existence by showing how precise is their attack and targeting that had not let innocent public getting hurt nor jeopardized in any way possible.
Batman had been seriously pissed off with Superman too for accidentally hurting innocent during his battles with whatever or whoever that had surfaced as a threat to humanity that moment. Reminds me of the similar complaints in the cartoon movie "The Incredibles", where the superheroes had ended up making a mess when trying to do good, and how someone would always have to clean their mess for them.
In our world, we have our own complex list of rules, regulations, norms, policies and so on so forth. These lines had all been drawn based on the norms and cultures of societies. Some echoes each other, some conflicts and clash loudly, that is when phenomena of clashes in arguments, battles, show down would unfold themselves.
We thought that it is difference in culture, in values, in religion, in many things, in anything, but at the end of the day, it is just one word. Different. Yet we all live together in this world. Can we figure out a way to make peace, to live it through, or even to die it through all this violence and still be true to what we hold on to?
Not a saint
True that I am no saint, but then again, the tendency to strive to be so had always been there. I grow up being fed with ideas that one should always try to do good. Not that I had succeeded, especially during my primary school days.
If one can name me in those days, one can easily tag me as two face, thief, green eye monster, and lazy bump, out of a few names. Really, that even spread on till part of my young adulthood.
Seriously, now in adulthood, I am wondering how many of us have our hands clean? In my current life, I strive for the principles, to keep them, to let them guide me in many ways.
Yet, in one or two scenarios, when people had wronged me in their own ways, I had turned my back on them and walked away without saying much. Seriously, what good can come out by blackening each other's face? Best be done by keeping silence and let things run their course, nothing is forever, impermanence itself is the only permanence.
The mind perceive things only in ways that it functions, and many a times these days, I do not understand things. When I react according to my norms, I have to sadly confess that I do not comprehend matters in a positive way, and I ended up bringing matters to battlefield, hurting both myself and the other party, for I know not ways to take it lightly, with humour and getting it solved in the way, can I pray for that path be shown? For we all "know" that when we start looking, we would find it, if not, nothing forever.
I am not sure of a lot of things, maybe that is how the things' true nature be revealed to me. I now have to face my fear of uncertainty.
If one can name me in those days, one can easily tag me as two face, thief, green eye monster, and lazy bump, out of a few names. Really, that even spread on till part of my young adulthood.
Seriously, now in adulthood, I am wondering how many of us have our hands clean? In my current life, I strive for the principles, to keep them, to let them guide me in many ways.
Yet, in one or two scenarios, when people had wronged me in their own ways, I had turned my back on them and walked away without saying much. Seriously, what good can come out by blackening each other's face? Best be done by keeping silence and let things run their course, nothing is forever, impermanence itself is the only permanence.
The mind perceive things only in ways that it functions, and many a times these days, I do not understand things. When I react according to my norms, I have to sadly confess that I do not comprehend matters in a positive way, and I ended up bringing matters to battlefield, hurting both myself and the other party, for I know not ways to take it lightly, with humour and getting it solved in the way, can I pray for that path be shown? For we all "know" that when we start looking, we would find it, if not, nothing forever.
I am not sure of a lot of things, maybe that is how the things' true nature be revealed to me. I now have to face my fear of uncertainty.
Seize the moment
Seize the day, seize the chance, that is what people would say.
Then, there would be another voice, be safe, be secured, where is your backup?
If no back up, would the advance be reckless, some would say yes, some would say screw the back up. If you wait around forever, nothing is going to happen.
I am not sure.
Then, there would be another voice, be safe, be secured, where is your backup?
If no back up, would the advance be reckless, some would say yes, some would say screw the back up. If you wait around forever, nothing is going to happen.
I am not sure.
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